Well its a new year already! Where did 2005 go? Not only is it 2006 but its February! Today is my daughters 31st Birthday! Well its not official till 6pm but its still her Birthday. Got a nasty cold! It's better than cancer but still yucky! Dealing with new problems in the new year and still some of the old ones that have yet to be straightened out. I still miss my friend Jane, who inspired my ramblings. I think of her everyday! I feel her presence and wish we could talk! Oh the things I'd tell her! I do talk to her still, but only silence answers me back. Still screwing around with the VA. Those people don't know their ass from their elbow! They are slower than molasses in January! Still trying to figure out how to stay on budget and still buy groceries and pay co pays for Dr's and Rx's. Got a new roof on the house and some new basement windows. A loan I really didn't need. What little extra money I had went to putting in new wiring and circuit box so my house won't burn down. Finally convinced my husband that either he gives up smoking or he gives up playing the lottery...cause he isn't getting any bigger of an allowance than he gets right now! He chose to give up smoking. Smart man! Well thats it for today. Maybe I will write again tommorow...of course since I haven't shared my blog address with anyone I know...no one else reads it...maybe someday!